Saturday, March 19, 2011

So I decided...

I'm going to stop the ABC and just focus on eating as little as possible for a while. I have a LOT to think about, and I can't afford to risk my son for the sake of my addiction. When I was pregnant, I was able to ignore our friend for the sake of my son and I need to do that again now. While I'm not pregnant, I could jeopardize my son with this. I can't hide when I'm being watched as closely as I am. I need to take a break. I don't WANT recovery, but I have to for a while...
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  1. xXkatiecatatonicXxDecember 26, 2011 at 1:48 PM

    Good luck toning things down for your son, I bet thats really hard. It's bad enough worrying only about myself I can't imagine having another person depend on me so completely.

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